if you keep an open mind, you'll discover a dark secret...

hi. i've gone by a lot of names over the years but you can just call me either axl or llywelyn. i'm a white USAmerican of welsh heritage, and an agender bisexual guy. i use he/it pronouns, and maybe i'll start experimenting with funny neopronouns one day, who knows.

what can i say about myself? i'm a fan of all sorts of horror, a transsexual industrial music savant and splattergoth supreme. i believe that to be a term of my own invention, so i guess i mean rivetgoth with a bit of a visceral aesthetic element to it, if that makes sense.

my interests include fighting games (particularly guilty gear!), industrial music and EBM (electric body music) as said above, and all sorts of horror mediums. i have VIDEODROME listed as one of my favorite films on letterboxd if that helps you nail down my taste.

here i will eventually upload my writitng (both original and, sighs, fannish), a few shrines for the things i'm particularly autistic about, and my art whenever the powers that be start giving me stimulants and i can do that consistently. i hope you enjoy your stay.

the impetus for fear comes from physical destruction of the body and the pain accompanying it.


Head nudges eat my own ears. Hey! you there, with the hands why can't i catch that stupid red dot, shed everywhere shed everywhere stretching attack your ankles chase the red dot, hairball run catnip eat the grass sniff, or roll over and sun my belly curl up and sleep on the freshly laundered towels.